Someone else tried to start talking to me tonight. He seems like the type of guy I could really fall for. But instead of being friendly and talkative, I was short. Ok I’m tired of feeling like shit. I’m never talkative with guys who haven’t actually met me because they don’t understand how fat I am. I don’t post full body pictures because I’m ashamed and I know that they think I might be cute or whatever, but if they saw all of me, they wouldn’t even give me a second look. I just want to be happy with who I am, but I know I never will be. I’m tired of crying. 😔
I don’t get how the people who have a wonderful childhood can grow up and feel so alone and sad… I’m one of those people and I don’t get it.